Kay-Bee's Korner

Hey there! FINALLY. It's time for me to rant about what had happen in my life so far. (^~^)"

To start off with my love life, (I guess you can call it that) yet I am still single with crushes. :/ So I've liked this guy for about six years now. I tried hard so hard not to fall for him because I didn't want our relationship as friends to end nor cause an awkward atomosphere between us. To be honest, I never thought I would like this guy because I thought he was too quiet and I thought he was a douche when words come out of his mouth. The more I look at him and got to know his personality, he wasn't a bad guy after all. hahaha I would describe his personality as cool, calm, quiet, and mysterious. He is a competitve and athletic guy. I admired him for the competitive side of him. I have known this guy since my elementary years but we never talked to each other cuz I barely know this quiet guy. Then middle school came around, we started talking again. I remember there were a lot of girls who liked him for his looks but I end up liking him when I got to know his personality. He told me he was an anime fan, so we talked about what anime liked. Then later throughout the years in high school, he learn how to play the sport I love. hahaha I am over thinking this again, but it's true I like him for who he is, I didn't judge his appearance, but I find his kindness cute in him. :P I am glad to get know him very well after graduation. He is a really cool guy I admit. Even though we always tell each other we hate each other. :P



                                     

                                                                             
Whelp those pictures from Kaichou wa Maidsama basically describes our relationship, hate/love. LOL

                                                                       Kay-Bee Deshita! ;D

Hello there, Kay-Bee here. Wow it's been ages since I've last been on my blog. I wish I had enough time to blog. :/ Sometimes I wish I could be that same person back in the past where I have no worries and spend all my life on the internet. Reality sucks. I finally hit hell pretty hard. I didn't think it wouldn't make so miserable. I really hate life at the moment. Sometimes I think to myself of why I still exist in this world? I just don't know. I failed my first year of college from the school I love. Then I receive a letter from my recent school that I am on the verge not being able to stay in school. I just don't know what went wrong? Talking to people doesn't help at all. It brings their mood down, I don't want that. So now I have my blog to rely on. I am just fed up with life at the moment. Nothing goes the way I wanted to go. It just turned into dirt and disappears in the wind. I guess I ask too much of it. Yes I know life does suck but I didn't think it sucked this much. I faced reality and this is how much I suffered. No one understands how I felt, and neither do I. I don't know what I want. I am probably jealous of people. Jealousy is a bad thing. Yes I know. Maybe I just want to end my life. Who knows? What is there to live for when you keep failing. I am just a worthless human being. I don't know anymore. I just want to shun myself from this world full of lies. I work so hard at school, yet I don't understand. I am so pathetic, I am just the type of person who doesn't need any sympathy. FUCK love FUCK money FUCK everything that are the cause of my misery. I just want all of these nightmare to end. I don't know what to do anymore. All I want to do is now be locked in my room from reality and not come out. There is nothing left for me to do in this world. I am such an ugly person inside and.out. I don't deserve any happiness from kind people. I feel this is punishment for caring too much. I HATE it. I just want to be alone and wish all my happy memories to just disappear. It will probably end my suffering. Well that's my rant. I guess.

Yo! Kay-Bee here!
Dang it has been a very long time since I have last post an update of myself. Haha Well as you can see today I was suppose to go do laundry with my mom but turns out the weather was so dark in the morning that we didn't get a chance to do so. Also today I went to go fill out prescription for my mom and the damn pharmacy technician lady was giving me attitude. I mean seriously talk about rudeness! >:o They told me that I had to contact the insurance company because they would charge my mom $51 for the damn medication. Well eff that! Good thing I called and got it settled. >:3 I seriously wanted to punch that lady in the face but too bad she was inside the building and I was at the drive-through. (T~T) Not only that but there are some bad drivers out there. There are SOME people who CAN'T drive! Seriously, if you do not know how to drive THEN DON'T DRIVE! Sheesh people!

This may sound funny but it really did happen. This morning at 5am, my intention for going to Black Friday is to go get my NINTENDO DSi!!!! >:O I went to Wal-Mart because the price is $118.00 and it is very cheap because the original price was $169.00. Well the DS Lite was on the Black Friday ad which the price for that one was $89 and well you know the DSi happens to be on sale for every day price. I am still hoping for it still stay at that price!!!

What happen during my way to go get the game. Well let's see there was ONE black DSi in the case! And so I was waiting for the guy who is in charge of opening games and freakin ignored me. How rude! >:( I was pretty much pissed when he did that. So this lady comes in and spot the DSi and totally took it away from me by yelling at that asshole guy. Gosh!!! Oh well I end up giving the DSi to that 4 year old girl. Well you know if punching someone in the face wasn't illegal, I would've freakin killed her there just now. (T~T) I totally hate it when things don't plan the way I want it to be. Geezus!!! Well I'm going back to Wal-Mart today, to go check if the games are out in stock. If not, I totally have bad luck on getting items. Boo! (T.T)

Well let's see, it seems like this anime pisses me off towards episode 65 until now. I really despise how things turned out in this love square. I'm very disappointed in Hayama for going out with Fuka. (-_-) Ah mo nande?! I totally hate how this pairing goes in these last few episodes. To begin with, Sana is too SLOW! Right when she realized her feelings for Hayama, he's already dating Fuka. Why?! Ah geez, I was looking forward to see if he confessed to her. Now that Sana came back and both Hayama and Sana confess to each other, it just seem doesn't feel right again. Reason? Hayama is going to with Fuka and would not break up with Hayama. Poor Sana she feels more pain in her heart, because she TRULY LOVES him. :( I seriously am mad at these episodes! Now that Sana is trying to run away from best friends, Fuka and Hayama. She is now in New York with Naozumi starring in a Musical. The bad thing that is happening to these two kids is that there are many misfortunes set upon them. Sana end up meeting an Hayama look alike named, Brad. Things keep getting weirder and weirder in New York. O_O Well that's it for my discussion on episode 65-70. hehe

Hey there everyone! Kay-Bee here! Well for those who are wanting an anime update, here it is! I know this anime is old but I think it is very adorable. I like the pairing of the characters because they match so well together. (^_^) Akito and Sana are the main characters of this anime and they are like the most unique pair. These two would always fight each other because, Akito would always piss her off and Sana would always get annoyed. haha I think it's very cute, because Akito may have a special feeling for Sana. hehehe Sana may not realize this but she is totally dense with love. I really want to make her realize Akito's feelings, poor guy. (T.T) I hope Sana will realize her feelings sooner because things are gonna get hectic with a love square! :O (Episode 54) The love square would include Akito, Sana, Naozumi-kun, and Fuka. Geezus!

Description:
Kurata Sana is a frenetic eleven-year-old child actress with an extremely overprotective agent, a mother who is an eccentric award-winning author, and a burning desire to do well in school. However, as much as she wants to be a good student, the antics of the boys in her class make learning impossible, according to Sana anyway. And in her eyes, Hayama Akito is the worst offender of them all. A junior-high war of the sexes ensues, and Sana eventually realizes through the chaos that Hayama may not be the "devil boy" she's made him up to be.

Hi!! Kay-Bee here! Okay yesterday I checked my email and guess what? I got ACCEPTED TO the UNIVERSITY OF KANSAS!! I'm soo happy that I don't even have words to describe this feeling! I shouted out loud yelling "I'M A JAYHAWK!!! WOOO!!!" :P I totally can't believe that I am a Jay Hawk now! Oh my goodness, all of the hard work I have tried to go to this school. I have to thank my BFBAF, Abbiedear and her mom to help me proof read my essay. I freaking LOVE THEM! :) I really appreciate their help.

Anyways, after this crazy news, I have like tests going on this week. Blah! Tomorrow I have a test in Advanced Algebra. (T.T) On Friday, I have the human anatomy test too. Both of these classes are at the end of the hour. Geezus just my days. (-_-) Well there is not time to complain but study! HWAITING! ;D

Here I find my Minho's filming of "Pianist"!!! (^.^) I cannot wait to see this drama!! WOOO!




Kay-Bee Deshita! ;D