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The more I dream, will I be destined to find true happiness?

Abandoned

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It's to be expected, people make promises but it's bound broken because people change. It's okay to be left behind by the people you care about. It does hurt a lot so never open your heart to anyone again. You have always been alone so never burden anyone with your problems. It will only push them away. They do say love does change people but why can't I be happy for my friends? Is it because I'm feeling distant from them? Is it because I detest the subject "love"? No matter what, I will never leave them behind even if they threw me away. I want to be happy. Please let me be happy just once.

Hello everyone, 

I know it's been long time since I've blogged. So guess what? I have decided to shut my heart away from this dreaded subject called "love". Nothing seems to work for me since day 1. I came to realized that the guys I tried to like or encountered, never liked me to begin with. Yeah I get it, guys tend to fall for girls who are cute and pretty. I had never made into that category. It's okay, I'm used to being called "fat and ugly". There is no point in fighting the facts. Why do I always feel like this? Well that's because I have had enough with manipulative men who never gave me a chance to explain myself. To be honest, I put myself through hell trying to make someone happy and least make them like me. I hate myself. I was never asked how I was doing, instead I was there to just sit and listen. 

Before I knew it, I became more depressed. Thanks to that person, I even questioned my own sexuality. I am confirmed asexual. I don't think I can ever love a person again. My heart has suffered a lot due to being used all the time. Why did I let people step over me? I'm so weak and stupid. 



"My heart is torn, please burn it instead, so that pain and regret...none of that would left" - Suga (Outro: TEAR). 

Thanks to all the men I have encountered during my 25 years of living, I am finally locking my heart for good. I vow myself to never believe in love anymore. I wasted too much of my time and effort to make someone happy. I want to throw and burn away my desire for love. I am tired of trying. I don't need it. It's the emotion I have never received as a child. I will never understand or know the actual meaning to it. 

My plan is to harden this weak heart of mine to become hard and cold. It finally shattered into thousands of pieces after dealing with so much stress and anxiety. I see nothing but darkness. Where is the light in this cruel reality? I destroyed myself for good and now I have been recently crying myself to sleep every night. My depression increased after dealing with people at work, school, and sometimes with family needs. I just want to crawl into a hole and sleep forever. 



I HATE myself for pretending to be strong when I'm actually a weakling. I pretended to be someone who I was not. Normally a person would blame others who caused them pain and suffering, but why am I putting more hatred towards myself? I honestly don't know myself anymore. 



Let me dream for eternity and never wake up to this painful nightmare. Let me be happy just once before I leave this world completely. I'm tired of living through this pain.

Darkness swallows you whole and you can't find the light because you are on your own. You want to yell and cry for help but you know no one is there. You walk a lonely path to find happiness but in the end you questioned yourself "Will it be worth it?". Probably not, please let me sleep for eternity.

My mind is like a battlefield.  I can't get these voices to get outside of my head. Why am I weak? Why am I worthless? Why do I exist? I HATE everything about myself. I don't deserve to be happy. In my mind there is so much screaming of pain and crying for help. Will there be a day I will become happy and less miserable? Perhaps not.

I wish I can love myself more. I want to stop being miserable. I want to be happy.


Tell me, is everything worth it in the end? Am I adult-ing the right way? Why am the only one carrying all these responsibilities? I'm only 24 and I feel like I'm becoming more miserable than before. I've come to HATE myself even more. I don't understand why my life seems more complicated than other people. The one thing I hate the most is comparing myself with other people's lives. Sometimes in my mind, I wished my life was a mirage. I HATE everything about myself. Why? I am a failure in life, I am too immature, I'm stupid, fat, and ugly. I don't understand why I was put in this planet to deal with such never-ending problem. I have dealt with it since I first started college. I hate to burden the people around me because it's the problem I have to carry alone.


I think society is cruel. Society is pressuring me to graduate and have a successful career. Society wants to me to get married because my age is getting old. Society wants me to stop being fat and ugly. Too bad I can't fulfill what society wants me to do. Happiness is still far away for me because I have to take care of everything. I can't be selfish because everyone's life is more important than mine. Mine is just worthless. I hope to find happiness in the next life because I don't think I will ever find any this lifetime. 


I have no one to depend on I'm all alone taking care of my family's situation. I absolutely hate dealing with complicated government paperwork crap. Who knew that these type of things will drain you brain? Also, my family is not in good financial standing because my dad is the only one working and my mom's disability is paying less. It's really frustrating! I'm the only one working my part-time job in order to provide for my younger sister and I's living expenses. My siblings are jobless so it's understandable for them to just focus on school. In my case, there's no time to waste but to keep working hard. I hate my job so much but I have to bear with it for the money. I am tired of everything. It's exhausting and I would not recommend it to everyone. Every night I come back home from work and question myself. "Will I work at this shitty job for the rest of my life? or Will I work hard to finish school and get the fuck out of this place?"


The inner voices in my head that tells me to give up because I am a failure. It's so hard to fight it because it's so overwhelming. I cry out of frustration every night because I felt like there's nothing I can do at this point. I fucked up a lot. 


My dumbass got dismissed for the fourth time and I'm too afraid to check the result in the next two days. Why do I always doubt myself? I hate having my hopes up, so I have to always prepare for the worst. I absolutely hate this feeling. Sometimes I just want to disappear or just be alone and block everything out of this world. After all this shitty life, I wonder if my dreams will ever come true?  


Kay-Bee

Hey what's up? Kay-Bee here!


Long time no blog! I just wanted to give you an update of my current life. I feel like it has been a roller coaster so far. So let me explain to you what's going on! ;) I hope it can be inspirational to you so stay strong!

Hey wassup, it's Kay-Bee!


It's been two years since I've last updated my personal blog. (^~^)" My apologies! The reason I haven't been active is because I've been busy with life and school. I must admit, growing up into the real world is quite tiring (sometimes). Life is full of responsibilities, now that you've become a young adult. haha I've been feeling drained from work and school. :/ I feel like I've worked too much to the point that I feel tired and unmotivated from life. I know......it sounds unlike me. Although, I must keep fighting my own battles in order to reach my goals. Just like what Grandmother Willow says, "Sometimes the right path is not the easiest one". I totally believe it. Also, I know I've been through so many harsh obstacles to understand the deep meaning of this quote.

Independent

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Since I don't want to bother anyone about my issues in life. I am going to just blog it here because it is the only place I can vent my anger.

To start off, I don't know how long I am going to keep being so angry at irrelevant people. I just can't stand it! I am at the point where I want to regret making this much of friends. It bugs the hell out of me, because whatever I do for them, I am not appreciated. From now on I am going to stop associating with people. It feels so much better when I am by myself. I have no one. I never asked anyone for help, whether it was family or friends. I am sick of receiving disappointments from people I care about. You know what? I am just going to stop caring from now. I am DONE. There is no way I will be happy at this rate if I keep this going on. Imma just keep my fake smile to show people I am alright but I am not. I fucking hate everything. I also don't care if I am sending negative vibes to anyone. Suck it!

The guy I confessed to was my crush and I realized how stupid I was to like him in the first place. I shouldn't have. He is a worthless human being. Why did I do that to myself? I wanted to stay as friends because I fucking don't like him as a crush anymore. He is level is beneath me because he is a jerk. This Wednesday he sent me a text saying I'm on my own because he wants to live as a hermit. First I thought we were friends because on Monday he said he wanted to help me get in shape so I can fit in my maid of honor dress and play against my bro's gf in tennis. But no he said that shit and I hope he realized he should not flatter himself that I liked him. Cuz I ain't about that being in a relationship with stupid people status. I told myself that I don't need him or anyone. My standards in men are high and I am going to keep it that way because ONE, I hate stupid lying men, TWO, men who are anti-social, THREE, men who have an ugly face, FOUR, I am not attracted to Whites, Hispanics, and Blacks. You have to have a good reputation for me to like you, if you are pathetic then you are more likely not my type. If you're Asian, then you be best look good and get my level cuz I ain't about that joking around shit. This is why I am sticking to loving my Korean pop men, I've seen soo many great qualities of them. That fucken shit head crush of mine thinks they are fake behind camera, but in American it is true but not with Korean men. They actually have many reality shows of them as pre-debut and hidden cams. Also if people think I am a lesbian...I am NOT. Why? I FUCKEN HATE GIRLS. I CAN'T STAND BEING AROUND THEM. FOR GOD SAKES, IF I CAN BARELY HANDLE MYSELF WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I CAN HANDLE STUPID GIRLS???? For guys, I am going to stop making guy friends since all of them hate me and don't want to talk to me anymore. There is no point to bother them because all I do is complain. I admit, I am the worse person that anyone can be around with. Plus I have the worst luck with men, I am not going to get in a relationship because I've seen too much complications. I AM DONE WITH DEALING WITH FUCKING LITTLE BOYS WHO ARE A YEAR YOUNGER THAN ME. What I fucking need is a MAN. I don't need a man's help in anything because I am capable of doing things myself. My parents never helped me with anything. For example when I rode my bike and fell, no picked me up, even though it hurts like a bitch I picked my own self up. I don't believe in that prince charming shit because I know it will never happen to me.

Also my parents always favorites my little brother. Why? They fucking bought him a brand new car and they let him do anything he wants and don't have to get on his ass. I guess they only favors boys instead of girls because I am the slave in this family. My little brother don't have to do shit in this household. I fucking clean his bathroom, clean the dishes he used, and take out the trash. I don't get it. Maybe I shouldn't have been in a man instead. I fucking hate life. Just want to forget everything!!! I want to hit myself with a bat and knock all the useless memories out of my head, I want to forget everyone.

Kay-Bee

Friends...Family..... I don't even know anymore.

I don't know where to start. At this point, I GIVE UP. I am tired of being around people. I just want to shut myself and disappear. I am just gonna let everyone live their life because I have no right to interfere. Why do I care so fucking much? I am fucking stupid that's why. I hate myself. I hate my life. Why did I have to be born to this pathetic life? I was not respected from the start by my family. I am not the brightest but why am I trying hard? I don't know, I am trying ways to escape from this pathetic place. Sides no one cares what happens to me. Why I think that? That's because everyone has that special someone to care. I am nobody. I hate myself for being so weak. If I had a wish, I want to get rid of my memories and erase myself from everyone. I am a burden to every people I talked to. All I want to do is be myself for eternity. I HATE EVERYTHING about myself. No one likes to be around a fucking fat ugly angry bitch like me. Imma just vent all my anger here since no one can understand nor don't want to hear it. I know there are other people who have it worse than me. I will never let go of my grudge because this is who I am and what I have to always with. All I want to do is drown myself with music and not listen to the world without a fucking care.


Childhood:
To be honest, I hate talking about my childhood because it was not pleasant. Being the oldest of the family, it meant having a lot of responsibilities. For me, my parents took their anger out on me for no god damn reasons and I was only 4. My own father choked me out of anger but all I did was cried and stayed quiet. I took the punishment which I don't know what I did wrong. At age 6, my mom slit my wrist with a knife and clawed my face with her long nails. I also don't know what I did to make my mother so angry. She told me lie to my kindergarten teacher by telling her I fell off a bike. My kindergarten teacher was worried but I just ignored it because I didn't want my mom to go to jail. How was 6 year old suppose to live without her parents around? My siblings didn't get the same punishment like I did. Why? Because my parents love them soo much. My siblings looks like my parents that's why. I don't look nothing like my parents, so I'm like the black sheep in the house. When my siblings got in trouble, my parents punished me instead. I guess I'm used to it that I just don't say a word because I was scared to get hit again. My parents are the reason why I don't like being touch and I'm sensitive when someone calls my name from behind. Now I've come to think about it, I had such a horrible childhood. My parents would never let me be friends with anyone unless she is the same race or ethnicity. Which is why I only had one friend while growing up. I will never forget the day I fell on barb wire in Laos at the age of 4. My parents were so angry at me that they told me to shut up from crying and stand up. No one helped me up besides me. My knees have been scarred but I will never forget that pain. The scar on my wrist will never disappear. The feeling of being unloved at a young age is terrible.

Teenage:
I've always hated my years in middle school and high school. I was by myself and have been bullied by stupid bitch. I have always ignored and always wish the best. God damn was I hella naive. I should have stand up for myself but no, I was a fucking coward. I've been asked out many times by stupid ass jerks. Why I said no? Because those fucking shit heads would laugh or make a joke out of it. I hated the school I went to. I was never ever proud of being in the same place with full of childish jerks. I was always by myself, I didn't have many friends. I was a nobody in high school. I wanted to graduate and leave that fucking hell hole. If I had to describe high school, it was place where I wasted my time. I spent 6 years liking the guy who never liked me back. Gosh what a waste of effort. I rarely find Mexican guys attractive but my crush was exception because I liked his personality. Which is why I am always sticking to Asians. When I got to my senior year, I found hope, I met an awesome teacher who I owe my life too for saving me from the hell hole and I met good friends.

College in KU:
I went to the college I loved the most. With my naive mind, I didn't know what I was in for the real world. No one told me that 18 hours was not for a fucking freshmen? Well I fucked up at that time. I failed my classes cuz it was overwhelmed so I was sent back to GC......I felt like all the memories I had at KU were just a dream. I had soo much fun there. I didn't think I would go to anime conventions and go to Urbana- Champagne, Illinois with the Asian Club. I felt I was part of something when I was there. I learned I was Asian American and I met people who were like me. Asian American who can't speak our parents native language really well. I met this Asian guy (Panda) who can cook and has the love for anime. Panda helped me from feeling alone. He was different from the guys I've come across and won't ever leave me alone whenever I am alone. I hope to see him again or meet someone like him. Panda was the first guy I had ever hug aside my hate for hugs. I don't hug people that easy but with the way he forced me to hug him by pulling me towards him and putting his arms around me was very charming. I will never forget the feeling of happiness.

College in GC:
I was happy to be close to be near my friends and family but it turns out I became miserable afterwards. I felt unwanted and I felt everyone wanted to avoid me. It's to be expected because everyone hates me. I know I'm weird but I didn't mean to hurt anyone. I think I should just stayed away from them because everyone has their own people they love. I cared too much to the point where it makes no fucking sense. I miss the great memories I had with my friends but I don't know anymore. My old crush , I stopped liking him since the day he says weird perverted stuff and liking my friend. I have no feelings after I told him so I'm glad we are friends. Now I lost my bro that I trusted the most. He hates me. Bro, I'm sorry for making you feel uncomfortable with my angry stories. I won't ever do it again. I am just gonna vent all my stories on my blog. So don't worry I am keeping my shitty stories to myself. I will not get involved with someone else's love affair because I have no right to be protective of them. At this point, I don't care what other people do. I am just gonna let everyone be happy. I want to wish the best for everyone.


 Kay-Bee

Changes

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Hello there, Kay-Bee here. 

Where to start? I don't know how to describe my life right now. There are times when I feel sad, mad, and depress. I forgot what real laughter felt like. :/ I didn't think my life would change this much ever since I felt ignored and hated. I wish I knew I did wrong so I can apologize for my mistake. Everyday I feel so tired and unmotivated. My health wise has been deteriorating that I feel unhealthy everyday. My social life has been cut down. I don't see the people I use to in the past. I am always by myself and have nothing to share with other people because I know they are busy. I don't won't to burden others with my feelings I kept bottled up. I guess this is how feeling depress feels like. 


Hello all!

Life, what is it? Please give me a definition of what life is. I am unable to identify mine. I don't understand what the meaning of life is. This saddens me, I am trying to find a way to get through this dreadful mind of mine. Will the people around me help me with my problems? Should I open up to them? I don't know anymore. Whenever I am around people, I feel hatred and jealously. I know I shouldn't be thinking about that, but it keeps haunting me. Another thing that keeps haunting me is listening to other people's opinion, I shouldn't be doing that as well. This world is scary, I feel lost no matter where I go. Should I grow up to an adult already. Ha! Who am I kidding. I am already at that adult age, but down deep inside, I am still a kid at heart. School and work. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it. I cut down my social life. I have no one to talk to as much anymore. It's me, myself, and I questioning each other what is going on.

I got a taste of heaven. Well I guess you can describe it that way. I went to the college I love, got suspended due to academic probation. I don't understand how I went from a 3.8 GPA student to a 1.22 GPA in college. I never went out partying, I stayed in my dorm studying my ass off. I don't understand. I felt like all the happy times were a dream. I thought it was too good to be true to be having such a great life. Who would have thought I fell hard from the top.

So now I am climbing back up to the top again. This time there is little of social life so all of my life goes to work and school. I hardly see my friends like I use to. I don't have the weekends to go hangout with my friends or family. I use my days to spend it at the library until 10pm doing homework and studying. I feel like this is a ridiculous way to spend life. I have no motivations anymore. My life consist of work, school, and sleepless nights.

Kay-Bee deshita! ;D

Hey there! FINALLY. It's time for me to rant about what had happen in my life so far. (^~^)"

To start off with my love life, (I guess you can call it that) yet I am still single with crushes. :/ So I've liked this guy for about six years now. I tried hard so hard not to fall for him because I didn't want our relationship as friends to end nor cause an awkward atomosphere between us. To be honest, I never thought I would like this guy because I thought he was too quiet and I thought he was a douche when words come out of his mouth. The more I look at him and got to know his personality, he wasn't a bad guy after all. hahaha I would describe his personality as cool, calm, quiet, and mysterious. He is a competitve and athletic guy. I admired him for the competitive side of him. I have known this guy since my elementary years but we never talked to each other cuz I barely know this quiet guy. Then middle school came around, we started talking again. I remember there were a lot of girls who liked him for his looks but I end up liking him when I got to know his personality. He told me he was an anime fan, so we talked about what anime liked. Then later throughout the years in high school, he learn how to play the sport I love. hahaha I am over thinking this again, but it's true I like him for who he is, I didn't judge his appearance, but I find his kindness cute in him. :P I am glad to get know him very well after graduation. He is a really cool guy I admit. Even though we always tell each other we hate each other. :P



                                     




                                                                             
Whelp those pictures from Kaichou wa Maidsama basically describes our relationship, hate/love. LOL

                                                                       Kay-Bee Deshita! ;D

Hello there, Kay-Bee here. Wow it's been ages since I've last been on my blog. I wish I had enough time to blog. :/ Sometimes I wish I could be that same person back in the past where I have no worries and spend all my life on the internet. Reality sucks. I finally hit hell pretty hard. I didn't think it wouldn't make so miserable. I really hate life at the moment. Sometimes I think to myself of why I still exist in this world? I just don't know. I failed my first year of college from the school I love. Then I receive a letter from my recent school that I am on the verge not being able to stay in school. I just don't know what went wrong? Talking to people doesn't help at all. It brings their mood down, I don't want that. So now I have my blog to rely on. I am just fed up with life at the moment. Nothing goes the way I wanted to go. It just turned into dirt and disappears in the wind. I guess I ask too much of it. Yes I know life does suck but I didn't think it sucked this much. I faced reality and this is how much I suffered. No one understands how I felt, and neither do I. I don't know what I want. I am probably jealous of people. Jealousy is a bad thing. Yes I know. Maybe I just want to end my life. Who knows? What is there to live for when you keep failing. I am just a worthless human being. I don't know anymore. I just want to shun myself from this world full of lies. I work so hard at school, yet I don't understand. I am so pathetic, I am just the type of person who doesn't need any sympathy. FUCK love FUCK money FUCK everything that are the cause of my misery. I just want all of these nightmare to end. I don't know what to do anymore. All I want to do is now be locked in my room from reality and not come out. There is nothing left for me to do in this world. I am such an ugly person inside and.out. I don't deserve any happiness from kind people. I feel this is punishment for caring too much. I HATE it. I just want to be alone and wish all my happy memories to just disappear. It will probably end my suffering. Well that's my rant. I guess.


Kay-Bee Deshita 

Yo! Kay-Bee here!
Dang it has been a very long time since I have last post an update of myself. Haha Well as you can see today I was suppose to go do laundry with my mom but turns out the weather was so dark in the morning that we didn't get a chance to do so. Also today I went to go fill out prescription for my mom and the damn pharmacy technician lady was giving me attitude. I mean seriously talk about rudeness! >:o They told me that I had to contact the insurance company because they would charge my mom $51 for the damn medication. Well eff that! Good thing I called and got it settled. >:3 I seriously wanted to punch that lady in the face but too bad she was inside the building and I was at the drive-through. (T~T) Not only that but there are some bad drivers out there. There are SOME people who CAN'T drive! Seriously, if you do not know how to drive THEN DON'T DRIVE! Sheesh people!

Anyways aside from all the rages, I am going to get new glasses and contacts! Yea~Yea!~ (^~^) I can't wait! haha Well that is about it for today's blog!
Kay-Bee Deshita! ;D

Black Friday

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This may sound funny but it really did happen. This morning at 5am, my intention for going to Black Friday is to go get my NINTENDO DSi!!!! >:O I went to Wal-Mart because the price is $118.00 and it is very cheap because the original price was $169.00. Well the DS Lite was on the Black Friday ad which the price for that one was $89 and well you know the DSi happens to be on sale for every day price. I am still hoping for it still stay at that price!!!

What happen during my way to go get the game. Well let's see there was ONE black DSi in the case! And so I was waiting for the guy who is in charge of opening games and freakin ignored me. How rude! >:( I was pretty much pissed when he did that. So this lady comes in and spot the DSi and totally took it away from me by yelling at that asshole guy. Gosh!!! Oh well I end up giving the DSi to that 4 year old girl. Well you know if punching someone in the face wasn't illegal, I would've freakin killed her there just now. (T~T) I totally hate it when things don't plan the way I want it to be. Geezus!!! Well I'm going back to Wal-Mart today, to go check if the games are out in stock. If not, I totally have bad luck on getting items. Boo! (T.T)

Kay-Bee Deshita! ;D

Well let's see, it seems like this anime pisses me off towards episode 65 until now. I really despise how things turned out in this love square. I'm very disappointed in Hayama for going out with Fuka. (-_-) Ah mo nande?! I totally hate how this pairing goes in these last few episodes. To begin with, Sana is too SLOW! Right when she realized her feelings for Hayama, he's already dating Fuka. Why?! Ah geez, I was looking forward to see if he confessed to her. Now that Sana came back and both Hayama and Sana confess to each other, it just seem doesn't feel right again. Reason? Hayama is going to with Fuka and would not break up with Hayama. Poor Sana she feels more pain in her heart, because she TRULY LOVES him. :( I seriously am mad at these episodes! Now that Sana is trying to run away from best friends, Fuka and Hayama. She is now in New York with Naozumi starring in a Musical. The bad thing that is happening to these two kids is that there are many misfortunes set upon them. Sana end up meeting an Hayama look alike named, Brad. Things keep getting weirder and weirder in New York. O_O Well that's it for my discussion on episode 65-70. hehe

Kay-Bee Deshita! ;D


Hey there everyone! Kay-Bee here! Well for those who are wanting an anime update, here it is! I know this anime is old but I think it is very adorable. I like the pairing of the characters because they match so well together. (^_^) Akito and Sana are the main characters of this anime and they are like the most unique pair. These two would always fight each other because, Akito would always piss her off and Sana would always get annoyed. haha I think it's very cute, because Akito may have a special feeling for Sana. hehehe Sana may not realize this but she is totally dense with love. I really want to make her realize Akito's feelings, poor guy. (T.T) I hope Sana will realize her feelings sooner because things are gonna get hectic with a love square! :O (Episode 54) The love square would include Akito, Sana, Naozumi-kun, and Fuka. Geezus!

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Kurata Sana is a frenetic eleven-year-old child actress with an extremely overprotective agent, a mother who is an eccentric award-winning author, and a burning desire to do well in school. However, as much as she wants to be a good student, the antics of the boys in her class make learning impossible, according to Sana anyway. And in her eyes, Hayama Akito is the worst offender of them all. A junior-high war of the sexes ensues, and Sana eventually realizes through the chaos that Hayama may not be the "devil boy" she's made him up to be.

Kay-Bee deshita! ;D

Hi!! Kay-Bee here! Okay yesterday I checked my email and guess what? I got ACCEPTED TO the UNIVERSITY OF KANSAS!! I'm soo happy that I don't even have words to describe this feeling! I shouted out loud yelling "I'M A JAYHAWK!!! WOOO!!!" :P I totally can't believe that I am a Jay Hawk now! Oh my goodness, all of the hard work I have tried to go to this school. I have to thank my BFBAF, Abbiedear and her mom to help me proof read my essay. I freaking LOVE THEM! :) I really appreciate their help.

Anyways, after this crazy news, I have like tests going on this week. Blah! Tomorrow I have a test in Advanced Algebra. (T.T) On Friday, I have the human anatomy test too. Both of these classes are at the end of the hour. Geezus just my days. (-_-) Well there is not time to complain but study! HWAITING! ;D

Here I find my Minho's filming of "Pianist"!!! (^.^) I cannot wait to see this drama!! WOOO!




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