Hey wassup, it's Kay-Bee!
To rant out my thoughts that has been bottling up inside me. I have blamed myself for several mistakes that I've made in the past. I am the type of person who likes to keep my own thoughts to myself because I felt like no one will understand the pain I go through with all these stress in my life (also I didn't want to burden anyone). But I was wrong, I am not the only one who is struggling. There are other people who had it much worse than me. I must keep on believing in myself and quit doubting my abilities. To be honest, I used to think about dark stuff in life. I felt like giving up completely because it hurts so bad that I didn't know what to do. I felt so much anguish and anxiety from school and work. At school, I'm known to fail my tests most of the time because it was too difficult and at work I would get yelled by rude customers and I've been called so many unnecessary names. Everyday I felt useless and depress from it. I wanted to crawl under my blanket and sleep for eternity so that I don't face reality.
I shouldn't feel this way, I know I'm better than that. Also if I were to leave this world, it would too selfish of me. I would hurt the ones that actually cared about me. I have so many dreams and goals that still need to be reach so I can't just give up just yet. Whatever life throws at me, I need to learn to accept and overcome it. Why? Because good things can happen! There are many possibilities that it can open new paths that leads to great opportunities. Honestly, I believe that if you set your heart on something and follow its desire without any regrets, you will be happy. I know it may sound super cheesy but I totally think it is true. :P
If your good friends are willing to lend you a hand and pull you out of the darkness, then please accept their help. You are never alone! I believe that a great friendship comes from genuine kindness and acceptances. I have so many in my life that I've met and means so much to me. Without them, I would've fall into deep darkness. I am so grateful to receive such words and encouragement from everyone. Life is very interesting, you will meet great people that will appreciate your existence. Sometimes you will meet people who will get on your nerves or come to dislike you. But always remember, you need to be a better person than them. Let them be, because they are probably unhappy with their own life that they feel the need to make others miserable. haha You must surround yourself with good people who will accept and support you no matter who you are. :D
Whelp that's it's for Kay-Bee's personal rant about life. Hope this helps those who have felt lost with their own life. P.S I am blessed to have the important people in my life. You are all awesome!
Kay-Bee ;D
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